I cant cope anymore.

Seeing chad breaking every social rule and still having women lusting over him is fucking brutal. If you are chad they will flirt back when you send creepy messages, they'll carry the burden of conversation when you are awkward, they will cheer you up and take care of you when you are depressed and pathetic.

All my life I've been learning social skills; Don't be creepy, don't be awkward, don't be desperate, don't be boring, be funny, be charming, be witty, be confident, be fun, be interesting. I was heavily bullied in elementary and middle school and it left me awkward and socially retarded. When I got to highschool I had to learn social skills from the beginning. I had to analyze and learn from social people. I had to analyze my conversations, critique myself, figure out my fuck ups, and find out how to do better next time. In college I amped it up and I watched "how to be charismatic" and "how to text girls" youtube videos and I improved so much on my humor and conversation skills. So much effort went into learning how to socialize and text with people especially women. So much time was spent on analyzing my social interactions. I was the most awkward person in every room I was in and I had to work so fucking hard to fix this. Beating myself over every failed conversation and patting myself on my back for every success.

But in the end Chad needs no social skills. He can sexually harass women on tinder and they will respond positively. He can speak in the most retarded awkward way and they'd still pursue him and give him their numbers and arrange dates with him. None of this bullshit ever fucking mattered.