About a month ago I realised that I had fucked up in my LTR. It is my first since swallowing the pill a while back. Slowly I had become betafied. It was only when the sex died down that I started to notice.

Of course once I realised I knew I had to sort my shit out. She has not been as into sex, wasn't actively pleasing me like she used to. Almost starting to pick up on that look of disgust that a girl gives to a former Alpha, now a husk of a man.

So we were laying in bed last night, her sat there on her laptop looking at whatever the fuck she was looking at and I thought to myself, fuck me I want my dick sucked.

So I said to her (with a shit eating grin)

Me: I want a blowjob.

She spun her head and looked at me.

Her: Are you serious ?!

Me: Deadly serious.

She looks at me with a smile on her face almost to say, is he back ? She then proceeds to get out of bed and put her laptop away.

Her: You know what I really want ? To go to bed.

I don't say anything, just keep looking at her. She gets in to bed and starts sucking my dick hard. Usually she would avoid getting cum in her mouth (disgusting, yeah yeah). But this time she tightened that seal and I came all in that bitch.

Beta me would have nuzzled against her or some shit, hoping it would escalate. More relieving than the blow was the look on her face when I said it. It's been a while since I've seen that. Thanks brothers. When I go off the track I use this place to get me back on.

State what you want and hold frame. Nothing more off putting than trying to portray what you want subtly and hoping you'll get it, that's a girl move.