Well my beautiful after divorce romance is cooked. She wanted to go back to holding hands and instead of acting like a normal human I freaked out and I think I ran her off forever. In the middle of this my ex-wife emails to tell me she's doing great and had gone out of state I assume with another man.

I broke no contact, I texted too much, I called too much, I just did everything you're not supposed to do pretty much all at once. It was so pathetic I even disgusted myself!

Anyway I am definitely not ready for dating and wanted to share with other people Don't feel bad if you just blow everything up. This is a crazy process and you are entitled to failing. Follow the rules focus on yourself and leave these women alone.