I never thought things would be so hard, and I didn't hand it the best, I acted like an asshole and said some mean shit. She told me today we're not friends anymore and she kinda hates me. It was a beautiful 8 years but ended messy and got ugly. I guess it's a part of life we're not prepared for. I know we'll both move on, and I know time heals the broken heart, but damn it's weird doing things on my own now, without the partner I thought I'd have for life. Trying to move forward.