its been 8 months sense my world got turned upside down. things got pretty dark and depressing for a long time but it has been getting better. i still have down days but mostly because im lonely. but in general things seem to be getting better. to all those struggling and feel like they cant go on just hold on. there's hope, there's an end and a new beginning. there will be a day that will absolutely come that you know your going to be better off with out her. focus on your self, on your physical and mental health. do new things for your self. walk with your head held high, chin up. stay strong...........