My boyfriend was here when all of this madness started. Our city was then put on a shelter in place. So he’s been here since. I don’t know if I want him here anymore though. He said some very hurtful things last night, things I’d never think about somebody I truly loved. He then suggested he start sleeping in the guest bedroom because the way I “try to cuddle while we’re going to sleep makes me want to kill myself.” He then said that I’m the most challenging and confusing woman he’s ever known.

This morning he supposedly has no clue anything happened. He was apparently more drunk than I realized.

Do I forget the quarantine and make him GTFO now? Or try to hold out until it’s over and then make him leave? I’m so mentally and emotionally exhausted that I don’t even want to explain what happened last night, which he will stay until I do. I also don’t want to potentially spread virus to others. But I also don’t want to forget what happened last night.