Wife of seven years, ten together, cheated on me last year and left immediately. We have two young kids and had just purchased a home. I never made her lift a finger or work. I adored her and spoiled her rotten. She was blonde and gorgeous and dumb as hell but I absolutely loved her. I still love her.

It has been a year since she left and I'm still racked with sobs every night. I miss her terribly and I would give anything to be with her again. She was my best friend and the mother of my babies. They cry for her too. I believe wholeheartedly that we were a match made in heaven and that God literally intended for us to be together. My soul feels incomplete without her and I can't stand it. I've never felt this much heart break in my life. It's been a fucking year. Why can't I get over this?