This isn't what I thought reality was. I thought growing up meant becoming a man in society and fulfilling your obligations as a man to pass on your genetics to your children with a women who wanted the same. But that dream is gone.

To be honest, I always wanted a family of my own. A wife, a child, a dog and a nice home. I always loved the idea of seeing a little mini-me running around the house, getting into trouble, learning life lessons through trial and error and passing on some of my knowledge to my child as he/she grows older. But now that's more in the work of modern day fiction. I used to think that women were creatures of mystical yet goddess like but that was just my mind seeing what I wanted to see, not seeing what I needed to see.

Most western women are now more concerned with how many Instagram followers they have orhow many SnapChat followers they can get while having no fucking self respect for themselves. I see this shit all the time. Girls strip teasing just for followers. Girls sucking and fucking on camera on SnapChat just so she can try and get famous. Seriously, go look for yourself. Go to Google and type in SnapChat or Vine XXX and see how many results you get with women thinking that sucking dick or twerking on camera is the new normal. Mix that in with the amount of easily attainable drugs going around, it's not uncommon to find a girl who has fucked and sucked 30+ cocks before shes 23. This Is Fucking Disgusting

Now society tells men that they have to love women like this or else we are considered misogynists and sexist. Hell, I'm an atheist myself but I'm considering going back to church just to find a decent women who still has some sort of self respect but even then, I know how women are thanks to TRP. I fucking hate what you all have shown me but at the same time it's what I needed to see. Now when I think about marriage I can't help but think about all of the degrading things a women has done right before she hits the wall. How can I look into the eyes of someone and tell her that I love her when she's done the same thing to dozens of other men. How can I fall in love with a women when her definition of "love" has seen more sausage than a meat grinder. I understand that there are a lot of women who don't fall in this category but there is a majority who do and that is unacceptable.

Why oh why didn't I take the blue pill...