Got a big wake up call last night. Have been getting lazy about FDS and got the slap in the face that I needed. Everyone feel free to have a little laugh at me, because I’m definitely having a laugh at myself today!

Had a first date with a man last week, I thought it went very well. Although I was definitely way out of his league, and he knew it - he asked me if I wanted to do something again the very next day, and I said no, but that I would be free Sunday evening, and he said great we’ll do something then. He messaged me a bit the next day but he still hadn’t locked in any plans.

So what do I do? Like a big old clown I wait around for him to message all day Sunday (1st error). Then I START GETTING READY for this non existent date (omg 2nd error). 6pm rolls around and I still hadn’t heard from him... so I swallow my pride and SEND HIM A TEXT asking if we still have plans tonight (why am I like this!? Girl just go to bed! 3rd error). The little shit then never replies (duh of course) so I sit on the sofa for an hour or so in full date makeup and clothes unsure what to do with myself or what the hell I was thinking.

Completely ashamed of myself. I knew better and I still did all of this! Maybe I should just get “pick me” printed on a t shirt to wear on my next date instead 😂

Edit: thank you girls for all the love and support! I’m so glad we can all have a giggle at my tragic behaviour together and learn something from it! The biggest lesson here is that if a man does not try and lock down plans with you immediately, he is not interested, and do not under any circumstances text him. Suppose I’ve also learned that LVM are good for one thing atleast - taking your crazy pick me behaviour out on them so you can learn some valuable lessons.