My wife left 7 months ago. We’re “co-parenting” our kids. She never talks to me. She never talked to me for the last year of our marriage. We only communicate logistics. She doesn’t care about me.

My family all knows about the separation and pending divorce.. despite that, other than my parents, nobody has spoken to me since… no calls or messages from my sister, cousins, not even my grandma. I don’t feel like I even have family.

My friends all have their own lives to worry about. They’re supportive, but they’re busy. I’m very grateful for my kids and the time I get with them. I have 50/50 custody… but that means 50% of the time I’m alone. And I just feel like I have nothing to offer anyone else, and even if I did, there’s nobody interested in anything I have to offer.

I don’t know why she left me. I don’t know what I did.. it’s like she just stopped loving me. I’m obviously meant to be alone until I die.. and while im not suicidal, I have no desire to delay it longer than necessary.

.. just wanted to get some of this off my chest