Fuckin hell. My ex is getting pissy because I just bought myself a new TV and speakers and she's having a hard time cash wise. She chose to cheat. She chose to divorce. She chose to never focus on building a career to provide for all of us when we were a family. She chose to work low paying jobs because she didn't like having stress at work.

I'm a nurse and have actually been able to work my way up to a management position that pays pretty decently. My ex didn't want stress at work. I'm literally on hold with hospice while I type this because one of my residents just died. After I finish this call I have to call the guy's family and tell them their loved one just died right after they left to go home. I also have to deal with staffing because one of my CNA's didn't show up. After all that is done I have 2 admissions coming in and I'll have to do all their orders and assessments because I can't count on the floor nurses to do everything because they're agency nurses that get paid more per hour than me.

This. This is why I'm able to afford my nice new TV and speakers while she's having a hard time and living in a trailer park. She complains about how things aren't fair while I'm dealing with this and the last I heard she's opening mail for IRS. She's not really doing anything once it's opened. She just opens it. Things could have changed and I have no idea but I doubt she's dealing with half the crap that I am tonight.

Sorry for the long rant. I see other men coming here and doing the same and I'm definitely emotional right now. Thanks for listening brothers.