Basically title says it all. Simped hard for this girl in uni because she gave me time of day. Called me and said sweet things but it never went beyond that despite my pathetic advances.

Nutted up and told her in my last year to fuck off basically because she knew I liked her but didnt feel the same way but wasnt backing off and giving me space. Got my first regular lay and girlfriend a few months after.

Didnt talk to her until 2 years ago when I moved cities and she was coming to town and wanted to see me. Thought I had a chance or something. Nope, she brought her ugly 30+ friend and tried to set me up with her. She even brought me to a strip club and insisted I dance with a stripper. Idk this felt emasculating and I hate strip clubs. It felt like she thought i was some virgin who needed breaking in with anyone but her.

Ghosted her after that and now shes back. Usually I wouldnt give time of day but its corona and ive been going crazy with lonelyness.

She said she wants to come on my sailboat. Its big and roomy and also has a bed, bathroom, everything. Ive been working out too and my SMV has much improved since two years.

Im figuring why not just have the company for a day or two but idk if ill just get annoyed or maybe well actually fuck.

I already agreed before i caught myself and asked wtf was I doing. Not sure if I should just roll with it and have no expectations

Edit: thank you everyone. I really doubt shes coming on the boat unless she flat out says she wants to fuck before I even see her. So 99% its not happening