This is my first year without my daughter for the holidays and I’m so terribly depressed. Idk how my STBX is just fine with our ripped apart family during the holidays. I just know we could’ve gotten passed our problems if she just tried. She said she tried to fix our marriage which is utter bullshit. All she says is “I was tired from being over worked and under appreciated”. She’s referring to cooking and cleaning and I said I would do more around the house. Still no budge from her… ugh hate my new reality.