I’ve been in the thick of grief for months. I leave work at lunch to cry. Actually yesterday I had a surprisingly good day, though. It was a rare occurrence. But I knew it wouldn’t last.

My sister has been here with me through the whole thing. After my daily drive, she called and told me that my ex started blasting social media with pics of her traveling all over. It’s apparent that she doesn’t care. She and I aren’t in the same place at all.

On paper I should be relieved to be divorcing her but I poured so much of my heart into this relationship. I was much more emotionally invested in her, despite her constant demands to marrying me.

Anyway, just wanted to shout into the ether. Thanks for watching