I've been seeing a guy for about 2 months now. He's been patient and sweet with me, not perfect, but there's promise there. He's mentally well, takes care of himself (gym, doctor, cooks well, clean flat, good normal job, low social media use), speaks 4 languages and not showy or braggy at all. And I can tell he is so into me, but willing to go at my pace.

I am physically attracted to him but I noticed a few times that's he's a bit of a sloppy kisser and it concerned me a bit that he'd lack confidence in bed. Last night I invited him to sleep over at my place for the first time, and he eagerly accepted and paid for our drinks and taxi home (plenty of public transit options but ok!). Walked my dog with me. Came to bed and snuggled real nice and some light making out. I was in a slinky nightie and he in boxers. We got touchy and my worst fears confirmed. It's small. It's so small y'all :( :( like in my hand it barely passed the length of my palm. I'm so sad I spent two months building attachment to end up with this. He made me feel like a goddess, he ate my ass all night lol which honestly did nothing for me but was like a nice bum massage to fall asleep to but he told me this morning he slept badly because he was so turned on haha. I slept great though.

We went for breakfast and I can't help but still like him because he's a cutie and seemed even closer to me today, but I don't know where to go from here! I wish I didn't have to end things but I will never be satisfied with that. I feel ridiculous because I'm conditioned to think it's shallow to dump a guy for having a small dick, but I don't know what else to do. Can men get surgery for that, like implants?? Would I have to resign myself to a life of bad sex and robot toys in order to feel properly fucked? It's just soooo depressing. I was excited about this one :(