Let's talk about a taboo subject, but an extremely important one, and one that directly relates (for many of us), to the true origin of why we are part of /TheRedPill:

At what age, and under what circumstances, did you realize that your own mother was essentially hypergamous by nature, and how did that affect you?

What happened on the day you realized that she would most likely be willing to betray or "have relations" with someone other than your father; meaning, if the opportunity presented itself, you knew from that day forward, that she would be willing to cheat on your dad, or run off with another man. It could be certain things you witnessed, as seemingly innocent as her swooning over her favorite male A-list celebrities (actors, musicians, etc), her addiction to trashy daytime soap opera soft-porn melodrama, or the way she belittled and humiliated your father, the way she dressed up to show herself off in public, or something way more substantial (actually cheating on him) that happened to you.

Personally, I learned from a very young age, by watching my mother using all types of psychological warfare for years against my father in our household, where she would regularly do things like giving him the silent treatment, trying to guilt trip him, screaming at him, acting constantly upset and pouting, even throwing plates of food at him and threatening divorce. He died in his early 50's of a sudden, stress related heart attack while shoveling snow. I was too young to understand if he did anything to deserve that kind of treatment (I never saw anything that he did wrong), but that is besides the point. The point of this thread, is that it had a profound psychological effect on me as a child ; all that matters is was what I actually saw, and I know what I saw. I could never imagine myself working a stressful career like he did, and handling businesses on the side, and then coming home to that kind of bullshit treatment, after a hard days work.

Then when I got older, and observed many friends in unhappy marriages, and the bad blood and psychological warfare that their wives routinely use against them, is it any wonder, why trusting women never came easily for me, and I have never had even a passing interest, in their blue pill goals, of marriage or children, whatsoever. After the honeymoon is over, it just seems to me like they all, AWALT, seem to want to be treated like entitled princesses while disdaining everything than men enjoy and treating it as being below their dignity, and happily boss around a defeated man who has no other options.

So lets hear it, TRP. Tell us all about your first (and for many of us, the worst) betrayal, that of our own fathers.