Me 35M and my stbx wife 34F are about to part ways , we both were childfree for 7 years of our marriage but then she later decided to have kids and asked me to give in but I always wanted to be childfree and I loved her too , after our constant fights over having a child we decided to end it all and get separate and tbh now since the proceedings have started the guilt is killing me from inside , there's not a single day I don't reconsider my decision but it's too late now and compromising it by having a child is too much for me , I always loved my wife it's just I didn't want a child and that became reason for our divorce