We had mediation today, it did not go the way I expected. My STBX said she did not want the house, now I have to figure out if I can pay her out of it and afford the new mortgage, plus child support, and childcare.

It’s like every step of the way I have PTSD, I can’t understand how she could go through with this. There’s no way this will be easier for anyone. We have 2 young kids, you aren’t getting away from me, like we have to see each other for the next 20 years. What an absolute fiasco. I’ll never understand what happened here.