I’m not sure why it hurts so much. Of course she wasn’t going to stay single but it was just a kick in the guts to know she dated last night.

I know I’m being a bit hypocritical. I’ve had a few dates myself. I guess it’s more the fact it’s a guy who propositioned her and wanted to be her bit on the side while we were married.

We were together young so guess she’s not really looking for long term or great character or anything. She’s not the person I married and I know she’s free to do what she wants.

It would be so much easier if we weren’t living together and I didn’t have to see her putting on make-up and making an effort to impress this guy.

Anyway, just venting. Maybe an immature response but it’s what I feel and wanted to vent. Thanks.