After 20 yrs, stbxw called for divorce. Still hasn’t filed. We discussed splitting savings 50/50. She works, but hasn’t made a cent . She will get a lot of free money, A LOT.

I work 1.5 jobs, and spend more than 10k on her stuff monthly. I haven’t bought myself a thing, except wrangler jeans (/s) and cheap car for work transport during our time together. I saved a lot, for US (and kids).

Should I get a new truck and a watch I’ve always wanted and denied myself before she officially files?? I know this could backfire, but still…