seddit, I am in love with you. I met a girl (HB8) through her roommate(HB8) almost 3 weeks ago. We all went out on the town on Nov 30th and had a really good time. We went back to their place and had a discussion in which the girl that I had just met told me she wasn't really attracted to me. I told her that I appreciated her telling me and that there were no hard feelings about it.

Fast forward 11 days and she's naked on her bed in front of me. And god damn is she sexy!!

Let me explain a little bit. I've always felt like the ugly guy, the pathetic guy, the NICE guy. I've always been there for people who need me and taken care of everyone while not taking care of myself. About a year ago, I decided to start giving a shit about me.

I dumped 90% of my band shirts. I started finding clothes that fit me. I began to hit the gym and tell myself how good I looked every morning. I started going out every weekend with a buddy, sitting on a barstool & we would just observe. After a couple times of going there, I started dancing. I am terrible at dancing, but damn I was out there dancing! At the time, I didn't care if I got women or not, I was having too much fun just being myself - and people noticed.

I started speaking to women. It was daunting at first, but after a few times it got easy. They're normal people. It seems so weird that I even have to type that but some guys put them on a pedestal and act like they're from another planet. All spring, summer & fall I worked on myself. Improving my hygiene, my personality, but MAINLY my attitude towards myself.

All year I've been doing this and it was beginning to get frustrating because I had never gotten anywhere but talking but then the confidence boost came. I began to actually BELIEVE myself when looking in the mirror and telling myself how attractive I had become. How fun of a person I was and how no one could turn me down. I started walking into the bar like I owned the place and speaking to girls like they were my best friend before we even said a word. It is unbelievable what believing in yourself can do.

Ok, back to the main story. So these two girls and I went to sex toy bingo (they give the toys away as prizes) a couple of days later (Dec 5th) and had a lot of fun. As we were leaving I said "Alright, make me look good now" and I put my arms around both of them as we were leaving. The cheers I got were unbelievable and even the DJ calling out the numbers yelled out "LOOK AT THIS GUY WALKING OUT, WOWWWW". Major confidence booster right there. We went to another bar for ladies night and I decided I'd sober cab. They both had a good amount of drinks and were both dancing on me at the bar and I took them home and dropped them off.

A few days later (Dec 8th) my buddy and I picked up the girl that "isn't attracted to me" and went to the bars again. She got pretty drunk while I stayed sober (sober cabbing again) and she made it very apparent that the previous statement about not liking me was not very true anymore. She was grinding on me like crazy and staring into my eyes. Eye contact worked VERY well with her as she looked like I was driving her crazy every time we locked eyes. I dropped my buddy off and then her and I went back to her place where she passed out on one of her two couches. Dammiiiiiitt!!! lol

Alright, here's the pay off. December 11th I shot her a text asking if she wanted to go to dinner. She agreed and I took her out to a nice-ish restaurant. Afterwards we went back to her place and watched two movies. During the second one, she came over and laid on me while watching. I started to rub her arm, and then her stomach and then her inner thigh...and then before you know it my hand is in her pants. We had a little fun and then realized how late it was. It was 1:30 AM and I had work in the morning. I said that I should probably go and then I heard those magical words. "Yeah, you could go, or you could come to my room". As you can imagine, I was a zombie at work the next day.

I guess the thing I want to stress is that you cannot give up. Giving up is the ONLY surefire way that something like this will not happen to you. I am not saying that this is going to work on every girl because it probably won't, but it can happen. I learned a lot from seddit and it has taken me a long way and I appreciate the hell out of you guys. I feel like I've gone from Quasimodo to Hercules in the past year and I have no one to thank but you.

It took me A WHOLE YEAR but looking back, I wouldn't trade it for the world. Nothing beats the feeling of looking into the mirror and laughing at yourself because you can't believe how many good things are happening to you. Everyone deserves that feeling and everyone should keep working towards it.