So I ended up dating a man who is emotionally unavailable. Basically super great in person, great at making you feel like you’re the only girl in the world, generous with money, etc..

However, if you weren’t with him you might as well not even exist. I told him it was important to me that we had daily contact, at least good mornings or whatever. He’d say the good morning and then pretty much leave me on read when I responded.. and leave me on read any other time.

Fast forward to him blurting out that he loved me… I asked him if he really meant it and he says yes. IT NEVER COMES UP AGAIN. A week later I ask him if he meant it and of course got the run around. Bunch of dumb excuses that made me feel like I wasn’t enough and almost sent me into pickmeisha mode.

I chose myself and I chose myself fast. Left his house sunday… dumped him on Monday. I’m proud of myself but I know that there is still much work to do on myself. Men are fucking idiots though.