I hope this is allowed here. I know leaving him is what needs to be done but damn it is hard when you love a POS man. I wish I didn't. My self esteem has gone down the drain and it is hard to face the fact I will be alone forever most likely. I question if I should just put up with everything and only see the good. So our relationship was going really good, we were having sex every day and it was good. I found out he was looking at porn. I was upset because no matter how good we were doing he still needed to look at other women. He said he didn't jerk off he just looked at it, which makes it seem even worse to me really. After I told him Im not ok with it, his response was "oh well, other girls are pretty, I can't talk to you about it because you are insecure and think you are the only pretty girl in the world. Did you really think you were the only one" I flipped out on him and feel so hurt. Obviously there are millions of beautiful women but your boyfriend should make you feel special right? Apparently I'm just another pretty girl just like the rest of them. And for some reason I am questioning if I am just overreacting and shouldn't fight him about it. I need support please!