I’ve been reading and learning about TRP for about a year now and for some reason after tonight everything just clicked..
I had this girl i met from tinder come over tonight she was on her period but all i wanted was a good dick sucking anyways after a long hard day at work.
I can’t lie and say it hasn’t been a while (I live in Florida covid is fucking everywhere and i didn’t rack up any plates beforehand) so i was pretty excited to get my dick sucked after a long hiatus.
She was a solid 6 and a half and the only reason I’m giving her the half was because she had huge knockers.
We talked in my car for like an hour (felt like eternity) she just rambled about her whole life story she kept telling me how nervous she was because she found me extremely attractive and whatnot but I didn’t feel the same about her i just thought she had amazing breasts and a cute face.
After motorboating her tits for 5 minutes straight and busting a fat load in her mouth i felt.. nothing. emptiness. Like i could have been doing better things. Don’t get me wrong busting a nut is a great feeling but after a minute of sitting there with my pants down i had this epiphany that women & sex are great but there’s so many more things in life that are just flat out better. Maybe i would have felt differently if she was a dime but all i could think about was every other feeling i found better than what i just felt.
Hitting my PR bench pressing was a better feeling.
Learning something new that benefited my life was a better feeling.
Getting my paycheck every week is a better feeling.
Idk guys but after that blowjob all i can think about and wanted to do was improve myself. The thought of that and the thought of the man that i can become is just way better than sex to me. As I stated before sex is great but it’s really not everything. It’s just a dessert to your meal. An icing on the cake. But it’s not everything. If she was a dime i honestly still think i would have felt the same way.