Here is a bit of my story. Back in January 11, my wife told me she wanted a divorce. We’d been having issues for a while, and I accepted it, thinking maybe it was for the best. We finalized everything in May, and during that time, there were a lot of mixed emotions. She even asked me why I didn’t fight for her, which left me confused because she was the one who asked for the divorce in the first place.

After the divorce, I went on a date once, and she found out, which caused some tension. Then, just a few weeks ago June 11. She came over to my house and said she wanted to try again, 2-3 weeks passed and this past Saturday July 11, I finally thought about giving it another shot, I called her and she now tells me she’s seeing someone else now. So, here I am now fucking humiliated and exposed . I feel like she shoved her hand down my throat and ripped my heart out. Today I exploded on her and told her why the fuck would she play with my emotions like that. I asked her if she slept with him, she went radio silent and said she didn’t want to discuss anything about us any longer. Man, I gave her sympathy during her time and she did not return the same to me. I am a fucking train wreck right now. I cannot sleep. I can’t focus at work. I feel like I’m dying