So yesterday I wrote a super sad post about being ghosted after a couple of dates in the span of 3-4 days. Last night I got drunk after my date and went home and I cried like a baby in the car. I started yelling “fuck you fuck you fuck you” with boogers and tears running down my face. I felt like a loser and so useless. I’m barely getting by financially so going on these dates I had high expectations, that’s where I went wrong. So today, this morning, I felt better. Slept in, watched Man United win, then went to work. Started swiping on bumble and got matched with a hot babe. She messaged first with a high interest message. “Your dog is almost as cute as you are and that’s an insanely cute dog. 😌” I have a cute white French bulldog. Anyways I thought I could just answer her the same way as I always do “Thank you, so are you. Blah blah blah”. But instead I wrote “Thank you. I’m usually too busy to hangout with her 😅 but why don’t we hangout and you can meet her.” And we went from there and told her to come to my house before 10 because I had to “sleep”. Anyways she came, told her to sit down and get comfortable. We watched a movie for 5-7 minutes until I told her to get closer cause she was all the way down the other side of the couch. I put my arms around her, asked her a few questions, kissed her. She said “let’s take things slow”. I didn’t say anything back. 5 minutes later I kissed her neck and then kissed her on the lips again and grabbed her breast. She was resistant but didn’t say anything. I went back to watching the movie while my arm was around her. I asked her “how was your day?” While she was answering my hand worked itself to her breast and I started to pinch her nipple with my finger nails. Told her let’s go to my room for more privacy and did the deed. It was great. Anyways that’s it, I’m gonna start changing my game plan to focus on high interested woman and test them instead of trying to get hot woman that are just looking for attention.