TL;DR- At a beta/fat chick circlejerk of acceptance and reassurance, I met the embodiment of a cuckolded sap-of-a-man and the personification of limitless encouraged hypergamy. It’s as big of a trainwreck as you think.

I didn’t know whether to consider this a Field Report or a Rant. I think it’s both. Things’ll get kinda NSFW, so if you’re in a public place, be mindful of that.

THE CUCKOLD AND THE SLUT

I joined a close-knit philosophy group about a month ago. They were over 300 members strong mostly comprised of the most overweight beta men and feminist women you could imagine. “Open to all!” was their slogan. No matter what you believed, you were welcome in their society.

As you could guess, most members joined for acceptance, not for freedom to express opinion. They had bronies, otakus, hedonists, trannys, feminists, baseless radicalists, wanna-be philosophers, “polygamous” couples (I say this with quotation because they fail to understand the difference between polygamous and open), asexuals, gamers, meme junkies, LARPers, and I hadn't seen that many White Knights in one place since my brother dragged me to an anime convention.

They were all there to be told “you’re fine just the way they are” or “we accept you this way”. A community centered around a beta circlejerk.

The women weren’t any better. Angry and bitter yet desperate and promiscuous. One of the “smaller” fat chicks was known as “Queue”, a nickname she wore proudly. I asked how she got that name. Apparently after one of the group’s gatherings she’d picked out 9 guys, invited them over to play Mario Kart at her place and as they played she picked them in order from "favorite" to "least favorite" 1-by-1 and fucked them in her bedroom.

The guy who told me seemed happy about it. Apparently he was Number 4.

Everyone -all 300 members- had heard this story. They celebrated her for it. Open expression, they called it. She had the freedom to live how she wanted without judgement.

This wasn’t a philosophy group. This was a beta jockey lot. Cheap men for cheap thrills. It made me sick. Not Queue’s debauchery. I’d expect something like that. No, what made me sick was that this “hedonistic den” was being rationalized under the guise of acceptance.

Denial was more like it.

There was another girl there named “Pix”. I’d noticed her earlier as she was one of very few skinny chicks in there. Not gorgeous, but not unattractive.

She joined a conversation me and some of the other members were having about sexual experimentation. She got really excited.

And I’d thought Queue was bad. THIS woman… she… well...

She’d had done EVERYTHING. Literally. Everything. If it was sexual in nature, she’d done it. And she was thrilled about it.

She also had a HUSBAND! Who was IN our discussion! And he was happy for her! He’d said something like, “I take joy in knowing that she’s happy. That’s my satisfaction.” Bull. Fucking. Shit.

They said they were in a “polygamous” relationship. Last I checked, polygamous relationship means they date other people in addition to each other. This was “open” relationship. She was just fucking every dick in sight. Trying to justify being a cum dumpster and married.

And boy, did she have her husband fooled. He said he was “letting her express herself through her sexuality”. The fuck does that even mean? I asked him if he had multiple partners like Pix. He says “Pix's all the woman I need.” That really pissed me off. More like, “I can’t get multiple partners because I can barely get out of this fucking chair”. So Pix's it for him. He knows she’s out there fucking random strangers, sometimes a bunch at a time, and he’s okay with sticking his dick in that chasm of a pussy.

If you saw a pack of blood-thirsty wolves run into a cave, would you go in behind them because “it’s raining”?

Or would you build a new shelter?

So I was curious. I had to know. I had the group (roughly 40 of us now, seated away from the others) play “Raise Your Hand If”. It's basically “Never Have I Ever” with easier rules.

I encouraged everyone to keep it sexual. No one had an issue with that. No one ever does.

And wouldn’t you know it, Pix won every time. From memory, here are some things Pix openly and proudly admitted to in front of 40 of her peers AND her husband:

  • Getting pissed on by 7 guys

  • Having every sexual orifice of her tiny body filled at once

  • Going home with 3 random brothers from a random dive bar, riding 45 minutes out of town and letting them take turns on her

  • Sitting by a gloryhole in the men’s restroom at a locally-known sleaze bar and taking on all comers

  • Letting a famous football team all fuck her at once (don’t know which one an I think it was the defensive starting line)

  • Blew an entire amateur rock band in a family restroom

  • Put an article on Craigslist for a bukkake gathering, “umpteen” strange men show up at her hotel room, and she let them cum all over her. One even ended up fucking her afterwards

  • Letting a guy in the group choke her til she passed out and fuck her stilled body (this one fucked me up a bit and the guy was sitting like 2 people over from her husband)

And that’s just what I can remember. She went on for a while.

Then, when it gets around to her again, she says, “everyone raise your hand if you’ve fucked me”. Nearly the entire group of 40 people's hand shot up. Then they laughed and high-fived over it like that was some sort of accomplishment. They played it off like it was cool or okay or normal. "Yeah bro, all 32 of us had sex with her! High five!"

And there sat her husband, now surrounded by the people he considered his closest friends, who were openly admitting to banging his wife -without remorse- and he just sits there and TAKES it. Grin plastered across his big dumb face. “Haha, you guys’re such knuckleheads” type-of grin. I wanted to hit him.

I went to take a piss. When I came out, there stood Pix. She said she came over to tell me her friend Fox (another post entirely because Fox has some different issues) had seen me come in earlier and had some kind of "crush" on me. I said thanks. Then she grabbed my cock.

She says if things don’t work out with Fox or if Fox wasn't my type, she’s all mine. Anytime. Anyplace. Say she’ll do things with me I’d never heard of. She said a bunch of other “seductive” shit, but I don’t remember it so I must not’ve been paying attention.

I said something like “Okay” and we walk back to the group. The topic had changed –don’t remember to what- but halfway into the conversation the guy sitting beside Pix starts fingering her. It wasn’t subtle. The others tried to avert their gaze like it wasn't happening right the fuck in front of us, but I honestly didn't give a shit. I looked right at the two, her squirming and him trying to "play it cool".

Then she just stares at me. That “I want your cock” stare. And she hold that look for the longest time.

And I look to her husband. please do something about this shit. This is your wife. Do you even know the guy fingering her? In fucking front of you?

Same stupid dumb expression. “That’s my girl” kind-of expression.

I fucking hate that this guy considers himself a “man”. Chop of your balls and donate them to someone who’ll use them if you not going to! A dog gets more respect than he did that night, and he just wagged his tail and lapped up the scraps that fell to him.

sigh I feel much better now.

LL: Women don’t feel remorse for their actions. They only see consequences. Women are instinctively amoral and without the restraints of social peer pressure or a conservative moral agenda, they will do whatever it takes to get what they want.