One consistent theme I see around here is that men hate a high n count woman because they feel like they will constantly be judged by her past partners. That she will always be the alpha widow, pining for the alpha fucks of years past and give you weak starfish duty sex.

I really only hear this from men, so women of PPD, do you share these same fears?

Is your current SO the best sex you've ever had, and if not, how often do you long for that amazing sex?