I'm 29. My last fling was 46, and my last long-term relationship was with someone who was 26.

Recently, I was in Aspen and met an 18-year-old local who was easily a 9/10.

I simply walked up to her, and asked her for her #. We went on a date the next day, where I learned of her age.

It's interesting because when I was 18, I would never have been able to attract someone like her. I lacked the money and status.

I genuinely like her and treated her well, but I can't help feeling guilty and a bit depressed about it.

While my friends are getting married, I'm here having sex with 18-year-olds.

It's hard to explain the feeling.